Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
NEW TUMBLR!:D
i am crazy addicted to my tumblr-ing, very soon blogger will become defunct to me haha.
INDIA TOMORROW and about 12 days to meeting vaish darling woohoo! let's just hope everything goes well and that i get pretty,pretty saris!(:
SEE YALL SOON MY FRIENDS. be back on 10th may!
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10:06 pm
Saturday, April 10, 2010
I love Kate Atkinson! Her 'Case Histories' is the best crime book I have read in a loong while(:
She should have done science, not spent all her time with her head in the novels. Novels gave you a completely false idea about life, they told lies and they implied there were endings when in reality there were no endings, everything just went on and on and on.
-love the irony presented in the book and the truthfulness of it, Atkinson's AWESOME!
I feel unworthy and sad currently, still no letter or call. sigh. can't they at least call and say law:rejected and fass:accepted? this is so sad! :/
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11:04 am
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
my msn conversations fall into many categories:
1) dancers. bhuvan's included. - most of these convos are brain cell reducing in nature mostly and happen at such alarming frequencies that I believe I have no brains left. SERIOUSLY.
example:
IDANCE BIMBLES says:
HAHAHAHA (insert spastic smiley face) but when ure pronouncimng it
u cant reallypronounce omzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oooooooooooooooooomz
is easier
2) class clique. - mostly gossip and adam lambert. we again talk nonsense since its done on such a regular basis and one simply cannot talk sense everyday :P
3)meaningful convos - these normally happen sometimes with the above-mentioned groups but at a way lower frequency like this one :D
i love all this idiot for being so sweet after i had to cancel on her last minute >< THANKS WOMAN! and the other idiots who have been putting up with my complaints haha.
|madhumitha| bring on the wonder says:
then my dad called to say come hme quick must tell smth impt
then when i went home lah
he said this josiyar says that i must do biz/law so as to succeed in life wth right?!?!?!
he says i cant do pol science cos i wont uruppduraans in life
i feel so pissed!
he says all this merely by looking at my jaathagam
and my parents would rather listen to him than my own interests!
smile4shine@hotmail.com says:
rllly ?
OMG
|madhumitha| bring on the wonder says:
ok i am done venting ><
smile4shine@hotmail.com says:
okay sorry
|madhumitha| bring on the wonder says:
I KNOWWWWWWWWWWW
smile4shine@hotmail.com says:
OMG
|madhumitha| bring on the wonder says:
no its ok woman
smile4shine@hotmail.com says:
that is v v bad
|madhumitha| bring on the wonder says:
so i am supposed to see this other guy
smile4shine@hotmail.com says:
I WANT TO HUG YOU
dont see anyone. look into ur heartprofound words ah, someone hhahah :D shall take that into account and fight for my passion! there are of course more categories of convos
Yay work's over HAPPINESS!:D
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4:51 pm
Saturday, April 03, 2010
Ennui has made more gamblers than avarice, more drunkards than thirst, and perhaps as many suicides as despair.
Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace.
All things appear and disappear because of the concurrence of causes and conditions. Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else.
I do not believe in a fate that falls on men however they act; but I do believe in a fate that falls on them unless they act.
The foot feels the foot when it feels the ground.
We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.
We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.
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8:23 pm
AHHHHHHHH cute boy in AirIndia office zomg he's soooo cute! And he's wreaking havoc in here, making so much noise but who cares he's so small and cute that if vaish were here she would have disturbed and frightened him away like Nik's genie :P
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9:44 am
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I have probably blogged this many many times but when I heard it in the train I still had such a heartwarmed, gooey feeling that there is still hope out there(:
YENNA SOLLA POGIRAAI?
illai illai solla oru ganam podhum
illai endra sollai thaanguvadhendral
innum innum enakkor janmam vendum
yenna solla pogiraai?
KADHAL SADUGUDU
un ullam naan kanna en aayul podhaadhu
en anbai naan solla you kaalam podhaadhu
un kadhal inai yenna un nenjam kaanadhu
aanalum en mutham sollamal pogaadhu
Today's gonna be an awesome day for a few reasons:
1) LOST!:D
2) I am going to FINISH my usp essay today and be free from writing anymore uni essays for life!:D
3) BONES is coming sooon woohoo!
4) This awesome feeling I got since I woke up late, bathed late and got ready late but STILL managed to get out of house in time, now that has got to amount to something:P
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10:14 am
Monday, March 29, 2010
SCANNING DONE! but being the ultra-procrastinator I am, I still can't start my USP(final final) essay. Well, at least Sara concurs, there are simply too many thing to write about Ancient Egypt it's damn difficult to zoom into one measly topic and give my personal take all in 400-600 words.
Of course, me being me, I need to make sure that the entire thing is not pure jargon sighh >< Thank goodness i have my dear sis to read it and make it foolproof! :P
On an entirely separate note, this is annoying me. I gotta get a hold on myself and not be so hopeless and stop always thinking about what could have happened. I keep missing new opportunities but well, if it's meant to happen, it will happen no matter how much I run away from it (though that's probably what every escapist feels). (:
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9:09 pm
Got this from peixian's tumblr since it was so nice!(:
Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.
Happiness is such a weird thing. Especially for me, the past few days have been pretty strange. Well, I was super disgusted on Saturday since work was so stressful with all the complaints and office politics but then lunch with the three goons was awesome since I hadn't caught up with them vis-à-vis in quite a while. and walking around with xian looking through $3/4 CDs at gramophone was pretty fun :D
Of course all this happiness was converted into some sort of feverish productivity since I finished my IDA essay when I was talking to both peixian AND vaish and later ink and sorn! awesomeness manz! Today must do USP essay and the scanning of supporting documents so that I can be done with all this FINALLY :D cant wait!
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9:22 am
Monday, March 22, 2010
Woo hoo! I finally found my PW cert after looking for so long! Of course, the great thing about turning my room upside down was that along with it, I found my ISLE cert, RGS some random award cert, official O level cert (the laminated one), my HSSRP cert and my Prison work attachment cert:D I love love finding things, makes the search worthwhile(:
And today's fervour in completing applications (more like sudden readiness and enthusiasm after weeks of unending procrastination :D) has made me complete a whole lot of stuff so that I have a bit less than a whole lot of stuff yet to be completed. Looking forward to an entire week filled with travelling, scanning, photocopying and more essay-writing and of course, researching. Yay. :(
Loved just getting out of the house for family stuff after soo long and eating durians! AWESOMENESS:D
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11:54 pm
I feel truly disgusted and revulsed by the work ethics of a person. Never have I felt so strongly against anyones' work in our office before. Having worked here for a month and a half, I have come to understand that no matter what my instructions are, my first and foremost duty is to attend to the needs of a passenger. While most of my colleagues share this feeling, it is strange that our head has no such sense. I find it peculiar that she complains about the sheer number of complaints on our company when she is responsible for many of them in the first place.
HOW IN THE WORLD CAN SOMEONE TELL AN AMERICAN PASSENGER TO GET HIS REFUND FROM THE U.S OFFICE (when his travel is to from Singapore to Chennai)? What does that say about the Singaporean office? I really admire the poor man who had to listen to her entire nonsense and still had the courtesy of thanking her before leaving the office. Makes him a better person than she will probably ever be. For someone who wanted this job so much and pulled so many strings to get it, she really doesn't seem to want to help anyone out.
It's even more outraging that when Latha tried to make an improvement, she was told not to do it! I think what makes a leader outstanding is what he/she does in a time of crisis, personal or public. Our 'leader' who is undergoing immense physical pain from her fall and back pain (personal) and an indecent number of constant complaints (company) responds by whining to us trainee staff and making us do all her dirty work. Which makes her the most atrocious form of management head ever. It would make much more sense for her to treat passengers nicely than to spend more of her breath complaining to us about much pending work she has.
Secondly, if all she did was delegate work without doing anything herself, what makes her different from any figure head? She wants us to be at her beck and call despite making us all simultaneously hate her. I cannot work with a person who has no sense of duty or personal space. YUCK YUCK YUCK, I felt so utterly disgusted, I felt both sick and dirty.
Funny thing is, she is smart and cunning. She probably knows that this company is the ONLY place someone like her can actually rise to such a position without being sacked.
Sorry to anyone who's reading this for making you read through my venting. At least everything else that happened was awesome, from the awesomeness of yesterday (:D :D :D :D :D) and the shortlisting today (hope for the best!(: )
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6:49 pm
